i thank you for all the great moments, the needless drama, the relationships you've given me, and all that other shit...
but why the fuck can is it that i just can't fucking comprehend you? why the hell do my friends tell me i'm just fucking dense and shit? and why the shit can't i just see things like the ignorant masses instead of being like Lord Ilpalatzo? why does everyone have to preach to me that my ideals are fuct up when i already know this and admit to them that i know i'm fuct up? why is it that the assholes get the girls and the nice guys get the STDS?
seriously, i'm almost done with this shit man...
one of us is gonna have to straighten our shit out world... and that ain't gonna be me, bitch...
it ain't gonna be me...
so as i go into the next whatever the fuck stage of life i'm in... just know that i'll still be me...
an extremely intelligent creationist, cigarette smoking, bushido code following, us marine, arrogant, misanthropic, immature, logical, and lazy dumbass... and don't you forget it...
i'll be around for a while, world... come by so we can chat, have you tell me how stupid i am, get pissed when i call you names back, light a smoke, and chat some more...
no more searching for truth and answers and shit... cause we make our own truth and all that...
so i bid you adieu, i'mma go get drunk and play some halo 2, bitches!
today is Krishna's birthday... who is one of my best friends...
today is Minerva's birthday... who is one of my former girlfriends... this is why i never was to keen on the 19th of May... i would like to forget that it is Mindy's b-day but so long as i remember K-rizzle's b-day i shall remember hers...
i really think i need to re-evaluate my smoking habit... i don't smoke around my sister or my soccer kids, but i somehow go through 1 pack every 2 days... that is an average of 10 cigs... which cost about $3.50... so i need to work on this... or maybe it isn't anything to pressing...
still, i'm off to shower and get back to coaching little girls...
things have been great on my end... semester has ended perfect... got all perfect marks... i'm hangin around waiting for my shipdate which is sometime in august... i still need to finalize the date....
i'm gearing up for my trip to argentina where i will put an end to the family legal matters of my grandmother's inheritence...
i really can't think of much to update... and guild wars is calling me...
since i have joined the Corps, i have been given the pleasure of expierencing Corps fitness... and it sucks...
i really used to think i was in terrific shape... but then these bastards have my muscles aching all the time... my voice is schrateched and torn into pieces that shouldn't exist... can' it hurts to even tie my fucking shoes in the morning i am so full of lactic acid... but i do sleep pretty damn well, which is a major plus considerin that i haven' been getting much of it...
this is my fault though, as i have been busy styduing until the late hours of the dya... Calculus is a bitch shitty class that really makes me want to say FUCK COLLEGE! I'm gonna go do something cool like bull riding or some shit... but i kinda never rode bulls and i made a prmose to muself that i will someday get a master in something...
what a dumb ass i am... but at least i am on my way of achieving my dream of beinga US soldier, fo the mothe rfuking Marines even... OOH RAH!
gotta stay motivated... cause being a baddass requires lots of work and dedication... like how i came here to kick ass and chew gum... and I'm all out of gum!
on a side note... i feel a little ge nerous so pics will be posted in sometime near future...
One of Those Christmas Days Third Eye Blind I'm gonna stuff my present up your chimeny And the melted snow will make it all wet (yeah!) Cause it's gonna be one of those Christmas days We spend in bed!
it has been a while but i have finally been able to sit down and return to my LJ... over the past month i have been studying and working hard to fix my G.P.A and to get back on task with where i should be fitness wise as well...
my soccer teams have been doing alright and their development is right on scheduale and i believe they are beating my expectations on their skill levels...
i am a little pressed for time right now so i won't be able to make a bigger update...
but i will do the best i can to make a post tomorrow...
So today I am updating from my math class. As I am going to school to become an teacher I really have problems with my teacher.
In fact, most math teachers I have been with are like this guy. You all know the type, if you don't understand the matrial they just asign more problems instead of taking the time to understand what you are doing wrong.
To receive your license as a soccer coach, doing something like that is totally inexcusable. You have to work with your players and address their questions and repetedly re-explain the material you are going over.
Just more reason to get these bad teachers out of their profession or to have them actually learn how to educate people properly than just have them take 4 years of college and send them on their way.
for those of you that i know... personally and talk to you via cellphones too... please make sure the e-mail addresses on your LJ are the ones you currently use...
if not, post them here and i shall get those into my Blackberry...
so pretty much today is going to be a very simple day...
yesterday i was able to see the Prestiege with metro_spike and it was the shit! even though he and i were able to predict the film in scene by scene... it was just fucking amazing! you all should see it!
before this though, i hd my soccer games... an di will tell you straight up that my U-9s just have no way in hell of becoming a good team unless they get their asses in gear and start working with the ball by themselves... THEY HAVEN'T SCORED ONE GOAL THIS ENTIRE SEASON! and as you all well know i take bitz seriously... and even more so, LOSING ISN'T SOMETHING I DO!
the U-8s did well enough... manage to get a goal and all... i don't mind losing with them as they are an uderdeveloped team playing against people who are a year older and have ben playing soccer longer... that is excuseable... until they reach about 15, when the hormones finish their irradicle growth spurts and all that one extra year can make a difference...
still, i need to get going... i promised my sis that i would take her tothe mall and help her make her Christmas list!
P.S.: Don't be surprised if you start getting e-mails from me!
So like I have a BlackBerry now. It appears that my old man thinks that I am just not techno savy enough. That and also the fact that I have to deal with over 200 emails a day thanks to his incessant forwarding of emails.
But I must admit this thing is kind of cool. Shit, i'm updating thanks to it right now.
So, this is probably the start of more consistsby and regular updates.
in the story of harmon, the shit has hit the fan pretty much...
upon just barely clawing my loser ass out of a death bed inducing low level of blood sugar that called for a creepy ambulance ride to Tampa last week, i am proud to say that i can walk and shit...
granted that i have lost some peripheral vision in my right eye, i think i'ma be fine... now some of you are prolly like, "Oh! ONE OF THOSE EMO POSTS! ZOMG!" no no no... this isn't for pitty, this is just why i'm MIA...
straight up, my meds that i take nuke my appitite... combine this with a brisk workout schedual, study schedual, and with a stressful home life, and i have been going one meal of 2 eggs for sustinence for the week (i forgot to add drinking lots of watter and flintstone pills)...
this is not only due to my schedual i give myself, but also to help pick up the slack of others... my grandmother in Argentina had a heart-attack and now her entire body is paralyzed and totally dependant on life support, combine this with my grandfather who's brain has deteriorated so much that calling him alive is an insult, and things are kinda shitty...
the slack comes in from having to take care of my aunt's house and all her animals as she is in Argentina, and also having to take the roll of my mother taking my sister to school and basic house care chores...
but enough on this! Halloween was all kinds of fun! hope everyone had a great one!
Chris sensai wasn't upset that i didn't make it to the demolition on sunday, which really was a major plus to me... i was killing myself for not making it, but he was sympathetic... it is great to have someone who is in touch with his gifts and can sense things... the fact that he said he was told that i wasn't going to make it even though i didn't call him made me smile and re-affirms my faith in him that he is the mentor i've been looking for...
the dojo looks terrific though and i can't wait to go back and learn more... progressively, all be it SLOWLY, i'm unlearning my Jeet Kune Do, Tae Soo Do, and Aikido disciplines and learning the basics of Ryukyu Karate... not that i am going to give up the philosophies and principles of JKD, though, as in fact the principles of his style are very much the same as JKD... i just need to get out of the habits that i have from all my other disciplines...
but everything is leading up to this weekend... as soon as this tourny is over, i'll be able to get a hair cut and all these other things i have been meaning to do but have heen putting off...
even though last weekend and monday have been a little disapointing, i'm managing to get this week into the stellar catagory...
with my good friends near, good marks on my exams, and a halloween tournament to look forward too there is no reason why i shouldn't be feeling like i can't take on the world!
even though there are things i would like to touch on more with them, both of my teams are pretty well squared away to at least make it to the finals this weekend... i admit i have been getting a little carried away at the training sessions, which pretty much means i haven't been as playful as i normally, but i have been able to catch it... i'm not the kind of person who loses his temper on the kids, i've only been less immature at training sessions...
i love these kids and their development has been amazing, and even though they don't fully understand what it is to be on a premier competative team i believe that when the time comes for them to meet the new level of competition, they will be able to surpass it...
major let down in so many ways, not just because the convention was poor, but because of how i was too...
i had a previous commitment for sunday, but since i was to tired from the convention i wasn't able to follow through... the fault rests solely with myself...
it was nice to see some friends and make new ones... but even more so, i am glad that i was able to see one of my best friens, Krishna...
i appologiese to him for not being around as much as i should, and i really have no excuse for that...
anyway, i'm gonna get back to werk and get back into 6th gear...
the hardest thing for anyone isn't to lose, but to get their way back to where they should be... and i'll be damned if i lose this level i am at...
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